Letter to a Blackbird.

So here we are, at the end of the day, realizing that something is missing.
We hurt each other like we have never hurt anyone before.
And although I try to forget what you do to me, there you go, do it over again.

I guess I could rage like a fire and you'd bring rain, but it's all coming back to me again. Baby, if that's the way you love, then you've got to learn so much. The way you say goodbye, you're yelling, cursing, bugging, you're hurting me. Yet, I am standing still, and breathing.

I can see things clearly now. So baby, if this is how it ends, I'm telling you I'm alright with it. I swear to you, you won't see me cry no more, coz I've cried for good. There's nothing you can do to me that's ever going to burn me. Not anymore dear.. So go on, and leave. For I only want peace.

You know, even if I end up lonely just like you said, at least I will be there knowing that I always believe in love, that I fight for the one I trully love right from the very start, and... That I am fearless.


You're forgiven, my love. Bye-bye, Blackbird.


Bogor, June 14th, 2011
-Anggi-